I Think I Hate You

 

 

I hate you because I can't afford a transplant

You made me take her out to the movies

And you knew that was my last penny

 

 

I hate you because you made me love her

I knew she was bad news 

But your ignorance caused you to tell me you
"felt something"

That's just adrenaline

You don't know the difference 

 

 

I hate you because you're a mousetrap

I am so careful with you 

And you bite me every time

I have the broken fingers to show for it

 

 I hate you because you make me cry and lash out

You won't tell me why you torture me

Because you're a heart

You can't talk

And that's a good thing

Because I know I would hate what you would say 

 

 

I hate you because you've hardened 

To the point where every time you pump you crack 

Break apart

And that hurts me too 

Not that you care 

 

 

I hate you because I don't understand you 

And I don't want to 

Because if I did 

Sundays would be filled with more trips to the Emergency Room 

And there would be far less pens 

 

 

I hate you because you are so distant

Always off chasing some fantasy 

And if you knew how many people have left me 

Maybe you would stick around more

And maybe I wouldn't choke you to death because of my pain 

 

 

I hate you because that's easy

And I haven't had that in a while

 

 

I hate you because it keeps me safer

 

 

I hate you because your tear smeared the ink
Now I can't read that last line

I know it was good 

 

 

I hate you so much and I wish you would hate me back 

Then we would have something to talk about
Then I could feel something from you
Then we could have one thing in common