Happy Birthday From: Loops Of Apeirophobia

The evil had spread 

My scar tissue it's bed 

Carried by tubes of red

Ever soon I'll  be dead

My limbs made of lead

A counter clockwise head

Couldn't read the words the bible said

Eternity and dread 

Marked exactly one year ahead 

The signs I had read 

To my memory had wed 

The fear of goodbye

With few in the sky

Stars rarely pass by

And away with my heart fly

Scattered thoughts brain fish fry 

Cohesion evasive knots untie

Loose and malleable let out a sigh

To disguise the pain inside 

Tell me it's okay my bride

Or sooner run to another thrill ride 

I'll have my arms at my side

No need for companions, I've tried 

Come and go double the tide 

Until all the sand's gone now 

Furrow of a brow 

Take my bow

My future to endow 

But it's all a surreptitious vow

And I wonder how the chicken got in my brain